At bat…

While some of my messages from the Universe have been very clear, there are others that remain quite garbled and murky. What gives? I might have guesses at overarching themes, but they are in no way specific. Even though I have pleaded for clarity many, many, many times (do not miss the emphasis on many), these communiqués have continued in pretty much the same packages.

I’ve had recurring dreams for quite a few years now where I am either substitute teaching or in my own classroom. No matter the circumstance, there’s always something chaotic happening that makes me feel out of control one way or another. The dreams are upsetting and, unfortunately, never resolve. Maybe they simply represent some of the turmoil between Personality and Soul / Chaos and Order.

Something else that happens is that I see zeros, ones, and fours in varying combinations. They flock to me mostly on digital clocks/watches/cell phones, but I’ve also noticed them on timers as well as right when I have paused the running time of a movie or show. I will innocently glance at something, pick any one of the above, and it will be 1:04 or 4:11 or 1:41 or 1:14 or 4:41 or…

Now, the one and only connection that I have made to this is that my birthday is October 4th, which is 10-4, which consists of these three numerals. But that’s all I’ve got. I don’t know anything else about it nor why I see it so darn frequently – and I mean just about daily! It used to frustrate me, but now I smile and treat it like a dragonfly sighting. “Hello Universe!” I say back.

Believe me when I tell you that beyond petitioning for clarity, I have also suggested that the messages be delivered in a different (more obvious to me) format so that I could have another go at them. These requests have seemingly been denied because the cycle continues unchanged. Maybe the Universe doesn’t feel too kindly about dumbing down its attempts!

Nonetheless, I am grateful for what I do figure out in my day-to-day life, grateful for how I continue to learn and grow and expand my awareness. My track record is pretty decent; yes, it’s got some balls and strikes, but it’s also got some base hits and homers. To carry on with the analogy, I think that the Universe just wants me to stay at bat, swinging at everything!